that's what they all say.

Well I’ve got 15 to write so let’s see what all I can get out…

Well I’m ready to head into another week. I'm really fine with school, it doesn’t bug me like it used to last year while I was home schooled and stuff... maybe it’s the company, but maybe it isn’t. I’ve kinda established a strange identity around the school (in my mind). I don’t know, I guess it’s just real different from what most people would probably expect me to be. I started off the year kinda loud, not drawing a lot of attention to myself (well, not purposely), but just to get everyone loosened up. But then after a while I “quietened-down”. For a few weeks or so I didn’t say too much to anybody, which I think got people to start overlooking me (not that they were all “looking at me” or anything, but I just wanted to be forgotten a little, and it would), which was a good thing. Now I’m kinda half-and-half. I socialize with a lot of kids at school (and it gives me a variety of personalities all day) and I talk more with the teachers. I guess the “quiet spot” that I had a few weeks into this year was a “low spot” of my life or something. Maybe it was more like a “peaceful spot”, because I don’t remember being depressed or anything.

AH, I remember what it was. That was when I was “boycotting people”. Well that didn’t work. And it was a stupid idea. I come up with some pretty stupid ones sometimes, but I have to learn the lessons on my own. It drives me crazy when people tell me I’m wrong when they haven’t thought about it more than 10 seconds or listened to why I feel a certain way or how I got that way or what makes me think I could do something the right way. Sure, there’s a set of rules to most peoples lives that can’t be played around with. For instance, if you jump off a tall building and land on the ground, you’re probably chance of living is probably like 2% or less. This happens because most people die when that happens. But I think some people can choose to live their (own) lives a certain way and be fine, and that’s why it makes me mad when people say stuff like “that’s what the all say”. Might as well say to the person “you’re not even worth listening to, so shut up now.”

Wow, ok that was a weird post. I went from school to anal people. I’ve got 2 minutes left so I’m gonna end it here.