bugs in my ears.

You know it’s going bad when you think you’ve had so much that much more is just gonna make you pop, …then some even MORE outrageous happens. Hahaha, I am able to commend myself a little for not exploding in the midst of public, too. I’m so glad that I don’t do it. Two years ago when I went to ACHS, it was the story of my life. But anyways, back on subject.

I’ve had just about all I can take… I’m sorry, I’m not gonna give a lot of details, but I’ll let you know what kinda subject matter’s getting me like this. As always, it would take far too long to explain everything in detail, so I will start with what’s going on and work backwards from there.

Basically, even though there’s no more fighting between kids, there’s WAY TOO MUCH gossip for my ears to handle. Gee, I probably sound like I’m trying to be all righteous, but honestly who’s gonna read this that I’m worried about sounding righteous to? And since when recently have I wanted to act righteous? Well I don’t have to prove anything to you. You probably aren’t interested, or you wouldn’t know anyways. I’ve kept to myself recently.

I don’t know, maybe I’m overreacting, but it’s sad when you walk up to a friend or two at school who will nod their head in Bible Study when we say “shouldn’t gossip!” and YOU FIND THEM GOSSIPING. Don’t care how mad you are! I’m sorry, I really don’t care. You can’t live double lives like this. Then you’ll approach them about it, and they’ll give you a defense or something, but if you finally show them it was wrong, they’ll give you something like, “yeah, guess it wasn’t a good idea, huh?” Heck NO. Especially when we’ve been trying to get all this fighting behind us.

…ok, yeah I’m getting riled. I’m gonna stop typing now.